You're worth so much
It'll never be enough
To see what you have to give
How beautiful you are
Yet seem so far from everything
You're wanting to be
You're wanting to be
Tears falling down again
Tears falling down
You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
Can I be somebody else
For all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart
In every hour, you're drowning
In your imperfection
You mean so much
That heaven would touch
The face of humankind for you
How special you are
Revel in your day
You're fearfully and wonderfully made
You're wonderfully made
Tears falling down again
Come let the healing begin
You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
Can I be somebody else
For all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart
In every hour, you're drowning
In your imperfection
You're worth so much
So easily crushed
Wanna be like everyone else
No one escapes
Every breath we take
Dealing with our own skeletons, skeletons
You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
Can I be somebody else
For all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart
In every hour, you're drowning
In your imperfection
Won't you believe, yeah
Won't you believe, yeah
All the things I see in you
You're not the only one
You're not the only one
Drowning in imperfection
hi.
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Hey all!! I juz got a new ipod nano ystrdy!! yayyz!! :DD I borrow sum cds frm Space,she gt alot leh. but it tk sooo damn long 2 learn how to sync. argh. anywayz the best damn thing cd didnt work.ugh.oh well. ok,anyway ystrdy went 2 Tanglin mall. 'shop till u drop' wasnt juz a quote then.i was tired like hell. ok now gtg bye.
Drowning in Inperfection... 11:42 PM
ugh.
Saturday, November 29, 2008
I went 2 watch TWILIGHT in watch-movies.net. It has the WORST quality,i can barely see or hear it.I'd much rather go to the cinemas n watch it. I was sortof -shudder- eww-ish in some parts -i know im being immature- but it was nice enough,even in awful quality.ok.yes.uh-huh.um.uh.uhm.yeah.right.um.ok.uh.gtg,byeeeeeeeeeeee.
Drowning in Inperfection... 1:07 AM
UPDATE???
Friday, November 28, 2008
Sry 4 the lack of updating. MY BLOG IS SO DAMN DEAD. Anyway TWILIGHT comes into cinemas on the 18 December. SOOOO going to watch it. Ok... UPDATES*: 1.Went to my sister's end-of-yr performance. 2.went to xinyi's house 4 a sleepover. 3.and didnt get homesick. 4.Read breaking dawn AGAIN. It calms me down n makes me happi. 5.got bored. 6.daryl came over 4 a sleepover. 7.I won them in smithing and crafting.hahas,SO THERE DUMB MEMBER BRO. gtg,cya on the 18th.
Drowning in Inperfection... 5:02 AM
Monday, November 24, 2008
Hi. My six choices will probably be: 1.FMSS 2.CHIJ Katong Convent 3.New Town Secondary 4.Outram Secondary 5.Hougang Secondary 6.Christ Church Secondary No.No Fuhua.Dont try 2 look 4 it.
Drowning in Inperfection... 4:25 AM
DAMNNN!!!
Why??? WHY do I hav 2 hav so determined and DESPERATE parents?? ARGGHHHH!! Now I have to go and see 2 principals. Of... Fairfield Methodist Secondary School and CHIJ Katong Convent. Yes,they have totally lost it. So damned... so tempting. They said if i did it i can get an ipod nano. damn.damn.damn.damn.damn. face 2 principals?? Yes.I must be insane 4 agreeing 2 it. 'Not that they gave me a chance. SIGHHH. Somebody helppp!!!!
Drowning in Inperfection... 3:51 AM
new blogskin
i didnt rly try 2 find a blogskin. i juz wanted a change.its too floral in my opinion. oh well.
Drowning in Inperfection... 2:21 AM
Took this frm xuan qi's blog.
1.What have you been doing recently? -re-reading new moon,eclipse n breaking dawn,what else. :p 2.Do you ever turn your cell phone off? -dun bother laa. 3.What happened at 10am today? -ummm...i yelled at my bro 2 let me play com? lolz... 4.When did you last cry? -when ms diana died -wince- 5.Believe in fate/destiny? -idc. 6.What do you want in your life now? -idk. 7.Do you tend to make relationship complicated? - -shrugs- i didnt have many relationships. 8.Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone? -no laa. 25.What is life to you? -something precious but torturous? -shrugs- 26.If you have something troubling you,what will you do? -ignore it. 27.Who did you last chat on msn today? -xuan qi. 28.Who do you admire the most? -huh? uhmm... i guess Avril lavigne. 29.Which month were you born in? -december. How are you feeling right now? -impatient. 31.What is the time now? -5.08pm. 32.What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is? -random. [xinyi] 33.What colour do you use to dye my hair? - WTF??!!! who are 'u'? 34.Why are you doing this quiz? -out of boredom,duh. 35.What do you do when you're moody? -read breaking dawn.it makes me happi,but idk why. 36.At which stage do you wish to get married? -ne-ver. 37.Who is more important to you?? -family. 38.If today is the last day of your life,what will you do? -live it 2 the fullest,but y is it the last day of my life? 39.Who is/are the people/person you trust the most? -no-one.i dont even trust myself much. 40.Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain? -duh. 41.If you have a dream come true,what would it be? -idk. 42.What is your goal for this year? -end of yr liao,nuthin to aim 4... 43.Do you believe in eternity love? -eww.no wayyy. 44.What feeling do you love the most? -idk,idc. 45.Do you really think its global warming now? -duh. 46.What feeling do you hate the most? -irritation. 47.Do you like doing quizzes? -idk. 48.Do you believe in Gods? -no,only 1,i christian. 49.Who cares for you the most? -family?? -shrugs- 50.What do you think is the most important thing in my life? -idk. 51.What will you bring when you fight? -??? 52.What have you regretted doing in your whole life? - ....i dun wan 2 tell. 53.What do you do if nobody cared for you any longer? -idc. 54.What will do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-times you? -find a way 2 embarrass him in front of all his frens...yeah how bout yelling his secrets out in the public? 55.How do you feel now? -scheming...still thinking about different ways to get revenge... thx to question 54.
Drowning in Inperfection... 1:02 AM
nuthin 2 post
posting 4 the sake of posting.juz 2 update this blog. UPDATES: -irritated by the 'unreleased' part of Midnight sun and forever dawn -tired of arguing about what should be first choice and what should be second -going 2 sleepover at xinyi's house l8er, -going to spam shawn's blog like crazy. -went cycling yesterday,crashed into the sidewalk and made my knee bleed like crazy -went tampines mall yesterday 4 no particular reason.
Okay,that's all.cya.
Drowning in Inperfection... 12:51 AM
im bored.
Friday, November 21, 2008
im bored. nuthin 2 do.read twilight twice already. I mEan whole series yeahh. wan 2 go n watch. when is is coming out in cinemas? idk. somE1 tell mi leh. ohh-whatever lah. goin 2 die of boredom liao. thinking of outram secondary now...cos i hav 2 go express...damnit. kayy,seeya. Life Quotes
Drowning in Inperfection... 12:08 AM
Quiz (continued)
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Do 18 and 23 know each other? (XinHui&Jingfang) yeahh
Does 6 have good hand writing? (Kirstie) Super neat.
What is 8’s favorite color? (Serena) Idk.
Does 21 have long hair? (Maryunni) Notsure.
Does 6 always have money? (Kirstie) Idc.
Do 16 and 2 know each other? (HuiFang&Elizabeth) yeahh
How many siblings does 11 have? (Xueming) A lil brother i think (:
What school does 8 go to? (Serena) Rulang Primary
How did you meet 17? (Riana) P1 classmate.
When is 7’s birthday? (QianQi)
notsure.
Has 11 ever broken a bone? (Xueming) idk
What is 3’s middle name? (Jean) Chow or Chee Guan??
Have you ever been mad at 24? (Priya) Well...a little annoyed maybe..
Is 14 single or taken? (AudreyChua) Single,i think.
Would 2 and 17 make a cute couple? (Elizabeth & Riana) No,they not lesbian.
Does 4 have any pets? (Pamela) Idk.
Have you ever gone out with 21? (Maryunni) No.
Have you ever been shopping with 15? (AudreyTan) No.
Ever physically hurt 23? (Jingfang) No laa. Would 3 and 19 make cute kids? (Jean&XiaoQi) Idk.
Ever had a crush on 5? (SuPing) Lol i not lesbian laa.
How old is 7? (QianQi) 12
Ever borrowed a CD from 22? (Haryani) Nope.
How did you meet 11? (XueMing) Tuition.
Who are 20’s siblings? (Ahila) Idk.
Ever been to 16’s house? (HuiFang) Nope
What is 25’s favorite color? (Christalle) Idk
Do 12 and 9 know each other? (YanWen&Anice) Nope
What is 10’s favorite singer? (Eileen) Idk
What grade is 4 in? (Pamela) p6.
Have 7 and 21 ever kissed? (QianQi&Maryunni) No laa,they not les
Have 24 and 20 ever gone out? (Ahila n Priya) Nope.
Is 1 your best friend? (XuanQi) Idk
Does 8 have a Myspace? (Serena) I dont know
Does 3 have a dog? (Jean) Nope.
What race is 10? (Eileen) Chinese Singaporean,I think.
Do you have any pictures with 6? (Kirstie) Nope,I wish.
Describe 23 in one word. (JingFang) SLEEPINGBEAUTY.Ok lah,thats 2 words,whocaresanyway. :p
When is 2’s birthday? (Elizabeth) 24/12/1996.Ithink.
What street does 12 live on? (Anice) Clementi,does that count?
What grade is 16 in? (HuiFang) P6
Does 22 have a computer? (Haryani) Idk.
What kind of shoes does 17 wear? (Riana) HowIknow??
Can 14 be annoying sometimes? (AudreyChua) Idk,thinkso??
Would 15 and 25 make a cute couple? (Christalle&&AudreyTan) Nope,they not les laa.
Ever borrowed anything from 10? (Eileen) Probably,maybe pen? 4got.
How many pets does 3 have? (Jean) Alot,Ithink.
Ever been to 12’s house? (Anice) Nope
How is 1 and 7’s relationship? (QianQi&XuanQi) Bffz :D
What is 16’s favorite movie? (HuiFang) Idk.
Ever been to the mall with 11? (XueMing) Nope.
When is 19’s birthday? (XiaoQi) Idk.
Does 4 go to church? (Pamela) Nope
Ever been to 17’s house? (Riana) Nope.
Describe 13 in one word. (Adel) Short? Well,yeah,no offense kays?
What genre of music does 2 listen to? (Elizabeth) idk.
OKAY!!THAT'S ENOUGH 4 NOW! PART 2 WILL COME L8ER!!! Ohwell,it kept me entertained. Unanswered questions: Do 18 and 23 know each other? (Sandeh and Ruth) Nope
Does 6 have good hand writing? (Jiawen) Yeaps but once her stupid brother said HER WRITTING SO BIG den i helped her DEN HE STARTED SAYING SO FUNNY ONE SO BIG ONE SO SMALL -.-
What is 8’s favorite color? (Linshan) Pink?
Does 21 have long hair? (Cheryl) Not really .
Does 6 always have money? (JiaWen) RICH ASS !
Do 16 and 2 know each other? (Seowbin and Charles) Yeah maplers O:
How many siblings does 11 have? (Jasmine) A sister (adeline) and a lil brother O:
What school does 8 go to? (Linshan) Woodlands Primary!
How did you meet 17? (Yulin) Maple
When is 7’s birthday? (Yushan) Twenty second of June Nineteen Ninety-Seven
Has 11 ever broken a bone? (Jasmine) I duno but once her bone hurt
a quiz i took 2 do frm anice's fren's blog 2 do, edited a little.
1. what is more important to you ? Friends or relationship ? - uh...idk
2. How often do you think that you're different from your friends? And why? - yeps. which isnt all that pleasant.
3. How many babies do u want ? - NONE!!! *winces* (too painful)
4. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain? - yeahh,seen b4 la 5. Are you yearning for freedom? - && nothin else,yeah.
6. I am glad that i am ... - healthy? uhm,idk.
7. Do u believe in love ? - lol,stupid question.
8. What are you really afraid of? - uhhh...repeating p6??
9. Do u like blogging ? - kay laa.
10. do u cherish every single friendship of urs ? - Depends if the fren is a true fren or not.
11. Will you rather be loved by being someone you're not? Or be hated for being yourself? - neither.
12. What do you crave for the most currently? - uhhh..go gd sch? notsure.
13. Are you single or in a relationship? - single laa.
14. Describe the person who tagged you in seven words: - ??
15. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy? - talking to online frens,writing in diary,reading
16. What will you be in another 10 years to come? - uhh,studying or travelling on a journalist trip?? hopefully. (: 17. If your loved ones died, would you consider committing suicide? - yeahh
18. you are currently addicted to .. - idk
19. pass this quiz to... - whoever wan 2 do than do lorgh
Damn it. My results SUCKXXX. I wont tell any1. Those who know,keep ur mouths SHUT TIGHT. OR ELSE!!!!!!!!!! Well,at least i get express+ipodnano. going2seetheschoolsicangotonow. BYEBYE.
I fell AWWWFFUULL. Throat pain,headache,stomach pain,flu,feel like vomiting,fever. Lol. But still happi cos ystrday mother bought mi NEW moon,Eclipse n Breaking Dawn. :33 Yay happi. But now i owe her $40+ saddd. Anyways gtg,feel like sleeping again,lolz. Cyaaa.
Hi. Today,Jean's party,quite okay lah.XD ThEN go City Hall w/ my family,wan 2 buy new moon :p Lazy 2 write more -_-" So Anywayz,time 2 go 2 sleep,cya,ANNOYING BRO TELL MI 2 get off his damn bed. DAMNDAMNDAMN BRO!!!!DUMB IDIOT!!!
Sooo going 2 watch the movie....lol....no need 2 laugh at my lameness...
Drowning in Inperfection... 3:08 AM
2nd last day...
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Hello. So. 2morrowz dhe last day of sch. Huh. Okays. I know some ppl will be happi cos they wont hav 2 see mi every day rite? Oh,yeahh,Im not that slow. I know. N yeahs,I know precisely who r my false frens. N yeah,I know what they think about mi. But heck care them, theyre juz insulting ppl so they can feel good. Huh,see if I care. I know im a terrible liar,but I know who they are,what they r thinking, an that they r gossiping behind my back,n I may not be able 2 lie,but I dun wan 2 insult them online so I act like i dun know that they hate me,n think that some ppl r idiots when they hav no idea they r being taken advantage of.I dont need Edward's special ability 2 hear thoughts 2 know that they are practically always yelling vulgarities at mi in their mind. Believe mi,I am also cursing them silently. N I know who the ppl who will be upset at the end of the year will be. Dont think i m so stupid that I cannot see through ur teases,the pretended innocence,etc. N that most of my 'frens' will turn out 2 be 'betrayers'. I hav no idea how will that help them,but I do know that they will come to a bad end sumday. Dont be so confident in thinking that i will never,ever know,that they r using mi 2 add to their popularity.N I know they will NEVER hav true frens,only 'frens' who enjoy being part of the popular lot. Oh yeah n i know of a certain sum1...lets call her Jane....n another girl,who we will call Sheryl. 'Jane' uses 'Sheryl's' habits so 'Jane' can be more popular.,even though 'jane' is already quite popular enough,n 'sheryl' is more popular than 'jane'., so 'jane' does that hoping that it will gain her popularity. But ppl juz think of her as a wannabe. Let's hope this will help 'Jane' put some sense into her too-empty head.
Hiii. Another typical,boring,looonnnggggg day. Not my idea of 'after-psle-fun.' more like, 'after-psle-torture.' Yeah,that fits. Okay,now I know how 2 identify ppl who spam,post anonymously or AS ME, I WILL EXECUTE U PERSONALLY IF I DISCOVER U DO ANY OF THE ABOVE. Kayys?? Newayz, uhmm.... 4got what i wan 2 write liao leh... Oh yeahz! Shit...4got again... *thinks* ummm................................................................................................ Twilight! Hahas,I rmb!~ I think. Plz tell mi when it is comin out in cinemas! Though i'd rather buy the dvd, watch it a gazillion times.... n i will,after seeing it once! Robert pattinson does not match dhe description of Edward Cullen at all... HUMPH. Hopefully New Moon another guy will take Edward's place... I still rmb,Stephanie Meyer described Edward Cullen as... oh yeah, beautiful, n godlike. But Robert pattinson looks like... a...a...okay,basically, an IDIOT. Tom Sturridge would have been better,in my opinion. Huh. To each her own I guess.
Okay!I figured it out,school will end on the 14th November! Yays i figured it out!! :DD okays so...4 days 2 end of school!! This is the last week so every1 pls write in my autograph book 2 keep in touch kayys? Hahas jkjk ;) Anyways,I MUST have new moon! I must have that book! twilight was awesome so i bet the sequel is better! Any1 who has it pls contact mi at the following address: Rulang Primary School, Jurong.W. St 51, 3rd floor,6p classroom.Thank you!! Anyways,2 write in my autograph book, pls contact me in the address above,n hopefully with some decorative pens??? Lolz. Okayz,so since i got nuthin 2 do im gonna spam XinYi's cbox. Cya.
How many more days till school ends?? *counts n counts* huh? Uhmm....*counts again* crazy,can't be...* grabs a calculator n a calendar* okeyz,cant deny it, school ends in 8 more days. Yep, 17 Nov.I think. Correct me please. Wowww. Senior year in primary school ends fastttt after PSLE. Expecting to be total strangers 4 mths later when we meet in JP. Huh,maybe I was exaggerating a little. Hope can keep in touch after wards. 2nd post 2day. Okeyz,1ce i hav confirmed the day school ends im going 2 countdown kayys? Buh-bye,cya in sch 2morrow....maybe,if I haven met into a car crash or sumthing...hahas jkjk...
Hellos. Sry 4 the inactiveness,weekend very busy,went Vivo yesterday, damn crowded so stay there until 11+. by the time get out of the carpark already almost 12...sigh. neway,I bought the Twilight book,n finally I can see why Joey is so twilight-obsessed. But i still dun wan Edward Cullen as a bf....no way. I dun get that part. Y would any1 wan a vampire as a bf??? Except Isabella lol. I so wan 2 watch twilight...cant wait 4 the movie! :DD Anways gtg already,byeee.
Drowning in Inperfection... 11:00 PM
THAT DUMB ARGUEMENT
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Lol,the arguement is driving mi insane.I think both groups/parties r wrong.I think this yr should end without bitterness n so juz stop it.Stop.It. N sry if i sound 2 dramatic.
1. Beside your face , where is your favourite spot to get kissed ? - Uhmm...idk... 2. Were you happy when you woke up tday ? - NO!!! I WAN 2 GO BACK 2 SLEEP!! 3. How about now ? - not rly,nothin 2 be happy about. 4. Do you eat candy on daily basis ? - umm...ithinkso... 5. Who was th last person you ate with ? -brother 6. Are you currently taking a science class in school ? - nopee 7. Kiss on th first date - R u insane,would u?? 8. Would you rather have a chicken or steak ? - chicken i think 9. What were you doing at 10 am ? -um...playing stress? 10. Are you different than now than in six years ago ? - yesyesyes , definitely 11. What was th last beverage you spilled on yourself ? -milo 12. How old will you be in 10 mths ? - 12 yrs 9mths 13. Who was th last person to text you ? - 4got 14. What month is yr birthday is ? - december 15. Can you live a day without tv ? - yeahhs 16. When was th last time you saw your dad ? -umm...this morning 17. How many pets do you have ? -dun have,unless u include my brother. 18. Are you a female or a male ? -female duhh 19. Do you prefer shoes , socks , bare foot ? -barefoot 20. What are you doing fr yr next birthday ? - uhmm...going my cousin house? Dunno lah 21. What are you thinking about right now ? -none of ur business 22. Any plans fr next weekend ? -uh...no 23. Do you smile a lot ? -dunno 24. When was th last time you cried ? & why . -last yr,when ms diana died 25. Have you ever had a life-threatening injury ? - does HFMD count? 26. What do you want t be when you grow up ? - jounalist 27. Do you like flying or diving ? - flying 28. Do you know how to drive a stick shift ? -what's a stick shift?? 29. What is th favourite thing to spend money on ? - cds or notebooks 30. Do you wear any jewellery daily ? -no 31. Who got you th jewellery you are wearing now ? - nobody cos im not wearing any jewellery kayys? 32. Who is th funniest person you know ? - umm....notsure... 33. How often do you remember yr dreams ? -sumtimes 34. What is your ringtone ? - i dream 35. Pass this quiz to 3 people . - Jing Fang, Xuan Qi, Audrey Tan
Helloz! I found this quiz in Joey's blog n im bored so i edited it a little n did it!!
1. Would you rather love a person or have many short relationships ? - love a person obviously. 2. When was th last time you laugh ? - In school. 3. What is th relationship with th last person you texted ? - ummm...friend?? 4.Who do you want to see now? - Avril Lavigne. 5.Will your next kiss be a mistake ? - lol...how m i supposed 2 know?? 6. Who's your last missed call? - dunno,dun care. 7.What's sth you really want now ? - ummm...go to FMSS?? 8.What is your first thought when you woke up in th morning ? - tired...want 2 go back 2 sleep... 9. Would you go back in time if you have a chance ? - yes, definitely. 10.What is sth you need t go fr shopping ? - lots of $$$! haha. 11. Do you want kids ? - not sure. 12. Are you in love with anyone ? - no.... 13. How's your heart lately ? - uhh,normal?!?! 14. When was th last time you slept on th floor ? - uhh June during th sleepover... 15. Is your phone close to you ? - nooo 16.What is bothering you right now . - none of ur business. 17.What does your latest message says ? - Huh? 18.Are you listening to music right now ? -yeahhs 19.Do you wet th toothbrush before putting toothpaste? - duh 20.Do you like your first name ? - um...i think soo... 21.Last thing you drank ? - pink dolphin 22.Do you sing in th car ? - sumtimes 23.Who do you think you are a good person ? - ....i dunno... 24. The first contact in your hp ? -umm...Anice... 25. The sweetest person in your life ? - huh? 26. The closet male to you right now ? - lol, my bro? 27. The person you chatting with right now ? - no-one. No msn sad. 28. Would you date someone younger than you ? - dunno,dun care 29.Do you forgive people easily ? - depends 30. What do you think about gangsters ? - pathetic losers that deserve HELL muahahaha 31.Given a chance would you like to be a model ? - 4get it, i'll rather be a ROAD SWEEPER. 32.Pass this on to 3 'lucky'people. -Jing Fang, Audrey Chua, Xinyi
Drowning in Inperfection... 9:24 PM
Pottery Lesson
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Heyz. 2day's pottery lesson was ok. My house sucked though. The walls would NOT even properly, the windows were some big some small, very uneven n the door also. My flower is juz a bunch of clay balls stuck together.My grass almost went right through the clay walls. The rainbow was uneven, the heart looked like a triangle n my circles were random, no pattern.The roof was so thin it broke n I had to cut until it was too short to curve, so it was an uneven undecorated flat roof. Lolz. The pendant thing was easier.I got a lame cicle though. 3 fingerprints, 8 small circles 4 the border n done. Yayz. Anywayz, I so wanna go 2 commonwealth or shuqun now, HORSE RIDING yay. commonwealth seems pretty decent, but has high academic expectations, shuqun is more flexible. I think I might consider shuqun u know.
Helloz, 2day i went 2 marina barrage w/ my family (rly sry xuan qi) but need sum kind of damn coupon 4 goodie bag i dun hav so i was oh-so-mad!neway after that we juz continue n play games,quite fun leh but the prizes sux, except 4 the highlighter n pen i won,then i go lucky draw. I got 1/99999 chance of winning, hey but its better than 0% cance right? We went on a free 'cruise' or rather juz n then i cheat a little, go 11 mths underage 2 ride aqua bicycle when my parents wanted 2 canoe. but after register than see that 'at least 12 years old at 1st january 2008' part. ok, mine is at 1st january 2009 but only 11 mths underage rite?my bro is 10, he was sooo mad when he found he was 2 yrs underage! so sux to joshua. newayz it was difficult, must lean 2 the side 2 turn, quite scary leh.I crashed into the ball on the string thing, another aqua bike, a canoe n a wall when trying 2 park the aqua bicycle.guess what? I didn't fall into the water!!!yayz!!! we take a 1/2 hr ferry ride to Merlion park n eat there (bk!) n then take mrt to go home. my sis got lost in the process, n i was like 'lol, serve that girl rite' cos she didn't gav me a french fry. okeyz, gtg, cya.
Drowning in Inperfection... 2:29 AM
AWESOMENESS YEAHS!
Saturday, November 1, 2008
2 day was awesome ! u dun want 2 know the full details, but the wet & wild was damn fun!i go 2 times. second time like I sit behind than i juz slide down the slide n than i take off my specs 2 clean n then when i putting back [insertname] take photo! rofl, specs still wet n blear so i not sure but than i saw [insertname] upstairs with a camera so i have a gd idea of who is it....*glances suspiciously at [insertname]* Lol i wan 2 go haunted house mi n Charmaine n Xuan Qi n umm....i dunno lah that malay girl i think starts w/ A?anyway first romm we chicken out n ran out lorgh! we haven even got into rm 2 yet....lol... newayz we go to bumper boats twice, kite flyer umm...dunno...3 times i think....n uhm...what else huh...oh yeah the game stalls....n i didnt go flipper cos i juz eat n i also didnt go inverter or family coastr or go cart or choo choo train n of course, the rai nbow thing is closed 4 upgrading, damn. n we buy popcorn n go ferris wheel, the girl say no eating but mi n jean ate anyway. then 1 piece drop n i juz throw it out of the window lolz. yeah im lame n i admit it. okeyz. now gtg help 2 make pizza, BUH-BYE!!!!
Drowning in Inperfection... 3:03 AM
Profile.
Me, Myself and I.
i'm an angel i'm a devil sometimes i'm in between;
My name is Ilyda. You may NOT call me any other name except for that.
Best friends forever; that's what we used to say.
I'm 12 going on 13, and in New Town Secondary School. I luv my gfs and bfflz.
it's where she lies; broken inside.
I live in S'pore, duh, and is always by the computer. ALWAYS.
looks don't matter, but yeah, anyway;
I have the typical dark hair, dark eyes, insanely-overdone tan due to the neverending heat...
don't give up, it's not too late; we're really just messing with fate.
I LOVE Shopaholic, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, The Mediator, Harry Potter and Maximum Ride.
And you've got your share of secrets; and I'm tired of being last to know.
I like writing fanfiction, reading, listening to music, playing basketball, swimming and daydreaming.
it's my life; it now or never.
I'm a 'social butterfly/outcast'. Really depends. I am imperfect, just like everyone else:)
So, what's my life like?
-School. comes with homework. = takes up most of my time. -Time. I barely have time to do anything during school days. Except listening to music, courtesy of my Ipod. -Breaks. That's why I enjoy breaks. Weekends, June hols, December hols... -Reading.I enjoy reading. I read all kinds of books, but always reread the Twilight Saga regularly :P -Technology.I am in love with the computer.And my ipod. And the Tv. And...well, you get the picture. -Entertainment. I'm using them all the time if I'm not at school, or doing homework. -Stuff. I check my mail, read fanfiction, and write fanfiction regularly. -Social Status. I love my friends & gfs. XD I don't have that many true frens, but for th few real fens I have, ily!! -Rest. Yes, I sleep at night. -Reasons. Even though I believe is it completely and utterly pointless.
About me.
-I do stuff based on my moods,not because I can't.
-I get annoyed very easily so watch out.
-I can be super gullible at times.
-I will do anything if you make me feel guilty.
-I'm nice to you if you're nice to me.
-I can lack common sense at times.
-I am quiet, well-mannered, well-behaved, and very, very, violent.
-Note that I'm not insensitive. I just don't CARE.
-I feel that simplicity is always the best.
-When I'm in a good mood,take advantage of me.
-WARNING! If I'm NOT in a good mood,don't try to annoy me,watch out and steer clear.
Pointless Desires.
-An Audi. Always loved them.
-An iPhone.
-A laptop.Not the best...but its a laptop all the same.
-A Sony Ericson Walkman.YAYY!!
-New DS.
-An Aston Martin. THEY ARE SO COOL!
-The whole collection of BTVS cd's.
-All of Hillsong's albums.
God, am I shallow or what?!
Desires.
-To have someone whom I can fully trust Um. Sort of..
-To get at least all B's for PSLE. CHECK.
-Get into Fairfield Methodist. UNSUCCESSFUL.
-Get express for PSLE!! CHECK.
-To strive for the best for everything.
-To have the perseverance to stay awake in boring subjects.
-To be more self-disciplined.
-To be less untidy.
-To be more conscientious and hardworking.
-To learn to play the piano.
-To learn to play the guitar.
-To learn to play the drums.
Adores.
-Music.10% of my life.
-Reading.10% of my life.
-Computer.15% of my life.
-Cars.5% of my life.
-Chocolate.15% of my life.
-Popularity.5% of my life.
-Entertainment.20% of my life.
-Education.20% of my life.
-Friends&Family.100% of my life.