You're worth so much
It'll never be enough
To see what you have to give
How beautiful you are
Yet seem so far from everything
You're wanting to be
You're wanting to be
Tears falling down again
Tears falling down
You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
Can I be somebody else
For all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart
In every hour, you're drowning
In your imperfection
You mean so much
That heaven would touch
The face of humankind for you
How special you are
Revel in your day
You're fearfully and wonderfully made
You're wonderfully made
Tears falling down again
Come let the healing begin
You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
Can I be somebody else
For all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart
In every hour, you're drowning
In your imperfection
You're worth so much
So easily crushed
Wanna be like everyone else
No one escapes
Every breath we take
Dealing with our own skeletons, skeletons
You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
Can I be somebody else
For all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart
In every hour, you're drowning
In your imperfection
Won't you believe, yeah
Won't you believe, yeah
All the things I see in you
You're not the only one
You're not the only one
Drowning in imperfection
2nd last day...
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Hello.
So.
2morrowz dhe last day of sch.
Huh.
Okays.
I know some ppl will be happi cos they wont hav 2 see mi every day rite?
Oh,yeahh,Im not that slow.
I know.
N yeahs,I know precisely who r my false frens.
N yeah,I know what they think about mi.
But heck care them, theyre juz insulting ppl so they can feel good.
Huh,see if I care.
I know im a terrible liar,but I know who they are,what they r thinking, an that they r gossiping behind my back,n I may not be able 2 lie,but I dun wan 2 insult them online so I act like i dun know that they hate me,n think that some ppl r idiots when they hav no idea they r being taken advantage of.I dont need Edward's special ability 2 hear thoughts 2 know that they are practically always yelling vulgarities at mi in their mind.
Believe mi,I am also cursing them silently. N I know who the ppl who will be upset at the end of the year will 
be.
Dont think i m so stupid that I cannot see through ur teases,the pretended innocence,etc.
N that most of my 'frens' will turn out 2 be 'betrayers'.
I hav no idea how will that help them,but I do know that they will come to a bad end sumday.
Dont be so confident in thinking that i will never,ever know,that they r using mi 2 add to their popularity.N I know they will NEVER hav true frens,only 'frens' who enjoy being part of the popular lot.
Oh yeah n i know of a certain sum1...lets call her Jane....n another girl,who we will call Sheryl.
'Jane' uses 'Sheryl's' habits so 'Jane' can be more popular.,even though 'jane' is already quite popular enough,n 'sheryl' is more popular than 'jane'., so 'jane' does that hoping that it will gain her popularity. But ppl juz think of her as a wannabe.
Let's hope this will help 'Jane' put some sense into her too-empty head.
Confidence QuotesLabels: Part 1 of 2day's post.
Drowning in Inperfection... 11:29 PM
Profile.
Me, Myself and I.
i'm an angel i'm a devil sometimes i'm in between;
My name is Ilyda. You may NOT call me any other name except for that.
Best friends forever; that's what we used to say.
I'm 12 going on 13, and in New Town Secondary School. I luv my gfs and bfflz.
it's where she lies; broken inside.
I live in S'pore, duh, and is always by the computer. ALWAYS.
looks don't matter, but yeah, anyway;
I have the typical dark hair, dark eyes, insanely-overdone tan due to the neverending heat...
don't give up, it's not too late; we're really just messing with fate.
I LOVE Shopaholic, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, The Mediator, Harry Potter and Maximum Ride.
And you've got your share of secrets; and I'm tired of being last to know.
I like writing fanfiction, reading, listening to music, playing basketball, swimming and daydreaming.
it's my life; it now or never.
I'm a 'social butterfly/outcast'. Really depends. I am imperfect, just like everyone else:)
So, what's my life like?
-School. comes with homework. = takes up most of my time.
-Time. I barely have time to do anything during school days. Except listening to music, courtesy of my Ipod.
-Breaks. That's why I enjoy breaks. Weekends, June hols, December hols...
-Reading.I enjoy reading. I read all kinds of books, but always reread the Twilight Saga regularly :P
-Technology.I am in love with the computer.And my ipod. And the Tv. And...well, you get the picture.
-Entertainment. I'm using them all the time if I'm not at school, or doing homework.
-Stuff. I check my mail, read fanfiction, and write fanfiction regularly.
-Social Status. I love my friends & gfs. XD I don't have that many true frens, but for th few real fens I have, ily!!
-Rest. Yes, I sleep at night.
-Reasons. Even though I believe is it completely and utterly pointless.
About me.
-I do stuff based on my moods,not because I can't.
-I get annoyed very easily so watch out.
-I can be super gullible at times.
-I will do anything if you make me feel guilty.
-I'm nice to you if you're nice to me.
-I can lack common sense at times.
-I am quiet, well-mannered, well-behaved, and very, very, violent.
-Note that I'm not insensitive. I just don't CARE.
-I feel that simplicity is always the best.
-When I'm in a good mood,take advantage of me.
-WARNING! If I'm NOT in a good mood,don't try to annoy me,watch out and steer clear.
Pointless Desires.
-An Audi. Always loved them.
-An iPhone.
-A laptop.Not the best...but its a laptop all the same.
-A Sony Ericson Walkman.YAYY!!
-New DS.
-An Aston Martin. THEY ARE SO COOL!
-The whole collection of BTVS cd's.
-All of Hillsong's albums.
God, am I shallow or what?!
Desires.
-To have someone whom I can fully trust Um. Sort of..
-To get at least all B's for PSLE. CHECK.
-Get into Fairfield Methodist. UNSUCCESSFUL.
-Get express for PSLE!! CHECK.
-To strive for the best for everything.
-To have the perseverance to stay awake in boring subjects.
-To be more self-disciplined.
-To be less untidy.
-To be more conscientious and hardworking.
-To learn to play the piano.
-To learn to play the guitar.
-To learn to play the drums.
Adores.
-Music.10% of my life.
-Reading.10% of my life.
-Computer.15% of my life.
-Cars.5% of my life.
-Chocolate.15% of my life.
-Popularity.5% of my life.
-Entertainment.20% of my life.
-Education.20% of my life.
-Friends&Family.100% of my life.
