You're worth so much
It'll never be enough
To see what you have to give
How beautiful you are
Yet seem so far from everything
You're wanting to be
You're wanting to be
Tears falling down again
Tears falling down
You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
Can I be somebody else
For all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart
In every hour, you're drowning
In your imperfection
You mean so much
That heaven would touch
The face of humankind for you
How special you are
Revel in your day
You're fearfully and wonderfully made
You're wonderfully made
Tears falling down again
Come let the healing begin
You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
Can I be somebody else
For all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart
In every hour, you're drowning
In your imperfection
You're worth so much
So easily crushed
Wanna be like everyone else
No one escapes
Every breath we take
Dealing with our own skeletons, skeletons
You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
Can I be somebody else
For all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart
In every hour, you're drowning
In your imperfection
Won't you believe, yeah
Won't you believe, yeah
All the things I see in you
You're not the only one
You're not the only one
Drowning in imperfection
A quiz
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
heyyz...bored...doing quizZes 2 pass the time...
1. Beside your face , where is your favourite spot to get kissed ?
- Uhmm...idk...
2. Were you happy when you woke up tday ?
- NO!!! I WAN 2 GO BACK 2 SLEEP!!
3. How about now ?
- not rly,nothin 2 be happy about.
4. Do you eat candy on daily basis ?
- umm...ithinkso...
5. Who was th last person you ate with ?
-brother
6. Are you currently taking a science class in school ?
- nopee
7. Kiss on th first date
- R u insane,would u??
8. Would you rather have a chicken or steak ?
- chicken i think
9. What were you doing at 10 am ?
-um...playing stress?
10. Are you different than now than in six years ago ?
- yesyesyes , definitely
11. What was th last beverage you spilled on yourself ?
-milo
12. How old will you be in 10 mths ?
- 12 yrs 9mths
13. Who was th last person to text you ?
- 4got
14. What month is yr birthday is ?
- december
15. Can you live a day without tv ?
- yeahhs
16. When was th last time you saw your dad ?
-umm...this morning
17. How many pets do you have ?
-dun have,unless u include my brother.
18. Are you a female or a male ?
-female duhh
19. Do you prefer shoes , socks , bare foot ?
-barefoot
20. What are you doing fr yr next birthday ?
- uhmm...going my cousin house? Dunno lah
21. What are you thinking about right now ?
-none of ur business
22. Any plans fr next weekend ?
-uh...no
23. Do you smile a lot ?
-dunno
24. When was th last time you cried ? & why .
-last yr,when ms diana died
25. Have you ever had a life-threatening injury ?
- does HFMD count?
26. What do you want t be when you grow up ?
- jounalist
27. Do you like flying or diving ?
- flying
28. Do you know how to drive a stick shift ?
-what's a stick shift??
29. What is th favourite thing to spend money on ?
- cds or notebooks
30. Do you wear any jewellery daily ?
-no
31. Who got you th jewellery you are wearing now ?
- nobody cos im not wearing any jewellery kayys?
32. Who is th funniest person you know ?
- umm....notsure...
33. How often do you remember yr dreams ?
- sumtimes
34. What is your ringtone ?
- i dream
35. Pass this quiz to 3 people .
- Jing Fang, Xuan Qi, Audrey Tan
Confidence Quotes
Drowning in Inperfection... 1:57 AM
Profile.
Me, Myself and I.
i'm an angel i'm a devil sometimes i'm in between;
My name is Ilyda. You may NOT call me any other name except for that.
Best friends forever; that's what we used to say.
I'm 12 going on 13, and in New Town Secondary School. I luv my gfs and bfflz.
it's where she lies; broken inside.
I live in S'pore, duh, and is always by the computer. ALWAYS.
looks don't matter, but yeah, anyway;
I have the typical dark hair, dark eyes, insanely-overdone tan due to the neverending heat...
don't give up, it's not too late; we're really just messing with fate.
I LOVE Shopaholic, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, The Mediator, Harry Potter and Maximum Ride.
And you've got your share of secrets; and I'm tired of being last to know.
I like writing fanfiction, reading, listening to music, playing basketball, swimming and daydreaming.
it's my life; it now or never.
I'm a 'social butterfly/outcast'. Really depends. I am imperfect, just like everyone else:)
So, what's my life like?
-School. comes with homework. = takes up most of my time.
-Time. I barely have time to do anything during school days. Except listening to music, courtesy of my Ipod.
-Breaks. That's why I enjoy breaks. Weekends, June hols, December hols...
-Reading.I enjoy reading. I read all kinds of books, but always reread the Twilight Saga regularly :P
-Technology.I am in love with the computer.And my ipod. And the Tv. And...well, you get the picture.
-Entertainment. I'm using them all the time if I'm not at school, or doing homework.
-Stuff. I check my mail, read fanfiction, and write fanfiction regularly.
-Social Status. I love my friends & gfs. XD I don't have that many true frens, but for th few real fens I have, ily!!
-Rest. Yes, I sleep at night.
-Reasons. Even though I believe is it completely and utterly pointless.
About me.
-I do stuff based on my moods,not because I can't.
-I get annoyed very easily so watch out.
-I can be super gullible at times.
-I will do anything if you make me feel guilty.
-I'm nice to you if you're nice to me.
-I can lack common sense at times.
-I am quiet, well-mannered, well-behaved, and very, very, violent.
-Note that I'm not insensitive. I just don't CARE.
-I feel that simplicity is always the best.
-When I'm in a good mood,take advantage of me.
-WARNING! If I'm NOT in a good mood,don't try to annoy me,watch out and steer clear.
Pointless Desires.
-An Audi. Always loved them.
-An iPhone.
-A laptop.Not the best...but its a laptop all the same.
-A Sony Ericson Walkman.YAYY!!
-New DS.
-An Aston Martin. THEY ARE SO COOL!
-The whole collection of BTVS cd's.
-All of Hillsong's albums.
God, am I shallow or what?!
Desires.
-To have someone whom I can fully trust Um. Sort of..
-To get at least all B's for PSLE. CHECK.
-Get into Fairfield Methodist. UNSUCCESSFUL.
-Get express for PSLE!! CHECK.
-To strive for the best for everything.
-To have the perseverance to stay awake in boring subjects.
-To be more self-disciplined.
-To be less untidy.
-To be more conscientious and hardworking.
-To learn to play the piano.
-To learn to play the guitar.
-To learn to play the drums.
Adores.
-Music.10% of my life.
-Reading.10% of my life.
-Computer.15% of my life.
-Cars.5% of my life.
-Chocolate.15% of my life.
-Popularity.5% of my life.
-Entertainment.20% of my life.
-Education.20% of my life.
-Friends&Family.100% of my life.