Tears falling down again
Tears falling down
You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
Can I be somebody else
For all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart
In every hour, you're drowning
In your imperfection
You mean so much
That heaven would touch
The face of humankind for you
How special you are
Revel in your day
You're fearfully and wonderfully made
You're wonderfully made
Tears falling down again
Come let the healing begin
You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
Can I be somebody else
For all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart
In every hour, you're drowning
In your imperfection
You're worth so much
So easily crushed
Wanna be like everyone else
No one escapes
Every breath we take
Dealing with our own skeletons, skeletons
You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
Can I be somebody else
For all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart
In every hour, you're drowning
In your imperfection
Won't you believe, yeah
Won't you believe, yeah
All the things I see in you
You're not the only one
You're not the only one
Drowning in imperfection
STRESS: A condition brought on by over-riding the bodies desire to choke the living daylights out of some jerk who desperately deserves it.
Hey. Didn't update for like, forever but i don't care.
School's awful. i got 4 Fails. 1 F9, a couple D's and C's, about 2 B's, and 3 A's. For: Home Ec, Literature and Geography. Surprise surprise.
Fails: Math, Chinese, History (F9) and uh...Art.
So, English oral was pretty easy. And Chinese oral was dead-simple. NOT.
It was ULTRAMEGAHYPER difficult. But over's over, and I can't change it unless someone gives me a time machine or sumthin'. Which has about just as much chance as me getting into Harvard University.
Maximum Ride is REALLY awesome. You should really try reading it sometime...or watching the movie when it comes out...
Oh yeah. If anyone is willing to risk a lifetime's worth of nightmares, try watching Mirrors. R-Rated. Go on, try it. I DARE you.
Gtg now. See you.
50 THINGS YOU DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT ME UNTIL YOU READ THIS:
1, What color is your toothbrush?
Orange and silver.
2, Name one person who made you smile today:
My littlest brother. SO CUTEE!!
3, What were you doing at 8 am this morning:
Walking to school.
4, What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
The same thing I am doing right now, FANFICTION-ING!
5, What is your favorite candy bar?
Kinder-Bueno.
6, Have you ever been to a strip club?
NO!!
7, What is the last thing you said aloud?
DAMN IT!!
8. What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
Cookies and cream/Chocolate Fudge.
9, What was the last thing you had to drink?
Water.
10, Do you like your wallet?
No duh. If I didn't, why would I buy it?
11, What was the last thing you ate?
Dinner.
12, Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
Nada, dear friend.
13, The last sporting event you watched?
Don't watch em'.
14, What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?
Caramel.
15, Who is the last person you sent a text message too?
Eunice.
16, Ever go camping?
Zilch.
17, Do you take vitamins daily?
No...
18, Do you go to church every Sunday?
Yeps, but I get out of it sometimes when I oversleep.
19, Do you have a tan?
YEEAHHH
20,Do you prefer Chinese food over pizza?
NOO!!! Chinese food SUCKS!!
21, Do you drink your soda with a straw?
I don't drink soda.
22, What did your last text message say?
IDK. Ask her. I not in NP.
23, What are you doing tomorrow?
Relax. 2morrow's still holidays...
25, Look to your left, what do you see?
The window....
26, What color is your watch?
Black+Pink.
27, What do you think of when you hear Australia?
I wanna go there!!
28, What is your birthstone?
Ruby/Turquoise/onyx/zircon/blue topaz29, Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
Go in.
30, What is your favorite number?
9!!
31, Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?
My friend
32, Any plans today?
-Nada.
33, How many states have you lived in?
1
34, Biggest annoyance right now?
Siblings.
35, Last song listened to?
One Step at a Time~Jordin Sparks
36,Can you say the alphabet backwards?
Yeah
37, Do you have a maid service clean your house?
Yes
38, Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
Black converse.
39, Are you jealous of anyone?
Nope.
40, Is anyone jealous of you?
I don't know.
41, Do you love anyone?
I love lots of people. I'm just not in love.
42, Do any of your friends have children?
No.
43, What do you usually do during the day?
Depends.
44, Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
Yep.
45, Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
Yeah.
46, What color is your car?
I'm too young to drive...duh.
47, Do you like cats?
Not rly....kittens, though.
48. Are you thinking about someone right now?
Zilch.
49, Have you ever been to Six Flags?
What's that?
50, How did you get your worst scar?
Idk....
Me, Myself and I.
i'm an angel i'm a devil sometimes i'm in between;
My name is Ilyda. You may NOT call me any other name except for that.
Best friends forever; that's what we used to say.
I'm 12 going on 13, and in New Town Secondary School. I luv my gfs and bfflz.
it's where she lies; broken inside.
I live in S'pore, duh, and is always by the computer. ALWAYS.
looks don't matter, but yeah, anyway;
I have the typical dark hair, dark eyes, insanely-overdone tan due to the neverending heat...
don't give up, it's not too late; we're really just messing with fate.
I LOVE Shopaholic, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, The Mediator, Harry Potter and Maximum Ride.
And you've got your share of secrets; and I'm tired of being last to know.
I like writing fanfiction, reading, listening to music, playing basketball, swimming and daydreaming.
it's my life; it now or never.
I'm a 'social butterfly/outcast'. Really depends. I am imperfect, just like everyone else:)
So, what's my life like?
-School. comes with homework. = takes up most of my time.
-Time. I barely have time to do anything during school days. Except listening to music, courtesy of my Ipod.
-Breaks. That's why I enjoy breaks. Weekends, June hols, December hols...
-Reading.I enjoy reading. I read all kinds of books, but always reread the Twilight Saga regularly :P
-Technology.I am in love with the computer.And my ipod. And the Tv. And...well, you get the picture.
-Entertainment. I'm using them all the time if I'm not at school, or doing homework.
-Stuff. I check my mail, read fanfiction, and write fanfiction regularly.
-Social Status. I love my friends & gfs. XD I don't have that many true frens, but for th few real fens I have, ily!!
-Rest. Yes, I sleep at night.
-Reasons. Even though I believe is it completely and utterly pointless.
About me.
-I do stuff based on my moods,not because I can't.
-I get annoyed very easily so watch out.
-I can be super gullible at times.
-I will do anything if you make me feel guilty.
-I'm nice to you if you're nice to me.
-I can lack common sense at times.
-I am quiet, well-mannered, well-behaved, and very, very, violent.
-Note that I'm not insensitive. I just don't CARE.
-I feel that simplicity is always the best.
-When I'm in a good mood,take advantage of me.
-WARNING! If I'm NOT in a good mood,don't try to annoy me,watch out and steer clear.
Pointless Desires.
-An Audi. Always loved them.
-An iPhone.
-A laptop.Not the best...but its a laptop all the same.
-A Sony Ericson Walkman.YAYY!!
-New DS.
-An Aston Martin. THEY ARE SO COOL!
-The whole collection of BTVS cd's.
-All of Hillsong's albums.
God, am I shallow or what?!
Desires.
-To have someone whom I can fully trust Um. Sort of..
-To get at least all B's for PSLE. CHECK.
-Get into Fairfield Methodist. UNSUCCESSFUL.
-Get express for PSLE!! CHECK.
-To strive for the best for everything.
-To have the perseverance to stay awake in boring subjects.
-To be more self-disciplined.
-To be less untidy.
-To be more conscientious and hardworking.
-To learn to play the piano.
-To learn to play the guitar.
-To learn to play the drums.
-Music.10% of my life.
-Reading.10% of my life.
-Computer.15% of my life.
-Cars.5% of my life.
-Chocolate.15% of my life.
-Popularity.5% of my life.
-Entertainment.20% of my life.
-Education.20% of my life.
-Friends&Family.100% of my life.
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