You're worth so much
It'll never be enough
To see what you have to give
How beautiful you are
Yet seem so far from everything
You're wanting to be
You're wanting to be
Tears falling down again
Tears falling down
You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
Can I be somebody else
For all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart
In every hour, you're drowning
In your imperfection
You mean so much
That heaven would touch
The face of humankind for you
How special you are
Revel in your day
You're fearfully and wonderfully made
You're wonderfully made
Tears falling down again
Come let the healing begin
You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
Can I be somebody else
For all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart
In every hour, you're drowning
In your imperfection
You're worth so much
So easily crushed
Wanna be like everyone else
No one escapes
Every breath we take
Dealing with our own skeletons, skeletons
You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
Can I be somebody else
For all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart
In every hour, you're drowning
In your imperfection
Won't you believe, yeah
Won't you believe, yeah
All the things I see in you
You're not the only one
You're not the only one
Drowning in imperfection
Bad Day...
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Because you had a bad dayYou're taking one downYou sing a sad song just to turn it aroundYou say you don't knowYou tell me don't lieYou work at a smile and you go for a rideYou had a bad dayThe camera don't lieYou're coming back down and you really don't mindYou had a bad day...You had a bad day...~Bad Day by Daniel PowterHey guys.
I did NOT have a good day.
7.15-Wake up. Realise I overslept.
7.25-Go n eat breakfast, but got nothing to eat.
7.30-Rush like hell to school, and just only on time.
8.00-Home Econ (Freakin' boring theory test, PLUS homework.)
9.30-Recess. FINALLY.
10.00-Run like crazy back to the classroom to put my bag. Arrived late frm recess.
10.10-Literature, didn't bring book AND file.
11.00-Geography. Had to sit through neverending boring stuff about maps or something like that...
12.00-Science. Juz find out got a SCIENCE CAMP on Tuesday. Yippee NOT.
And that's all in my perfect day:)
Drowning in Inperfection... 5:36 AM
Profile.
Me, Myself and I.
i'm an angel i'm a devil sometimes i'm in between;
My name is Ilyda. You may NOT call me any other name except for that.
Best friends forever; that's what we used to say.
I'm 12 going on 13, and in New Town Secondary School. I luv my gfs and bfflz.
it's where she lies; broken inside.
I live in S'pore, duh, and is always by the computer. ALWAYS.
looks don't matter, but yeah, anyway;
I have the typical dark hair, dark eyes, insanely-overdone tan due to the neverending heat...
don't give up, it's not too late; we're really just messing with fate.
I LOVE Shopaholic, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, The Mediator, Harry Potter and Maximum Ride.
And you've got your share of secrets; and I'm tired of being last to know.
I like writing fanfiction, reading, listening to music, playing basketball, swimming and daydreaming.
it's my life; it now or never.
I'm a 'social butterfly/outcast'. Really depends. I am imperfect, just like everyone else:)
So, what's my life like?
-School. comes with homework. = takes up most of my time.
-Time. I barely have time to do anything during school days. Except listening to music, courtesy of my Ipod.
-Breaks. That's why I enjoy breaks. Weekends, June hols, December hols...
-Reading.I enjoy reading. I read all kinds of books, but always reread the Twilight Saga regularly :P
-Technology.I am in love with the computer.And my ipod. And the Tv. And...well, you get the picture.
-Entertainment. I'm using them all the time if I'm not at school, or doing homework.
-Stuff. I check my mail, read fanfiction, and write fanfiction regularly.
-Social Status. I love my friends & gfs. XD I don't have that many true frens, but for th few real fens I have, ily!!
-Rest. Yes, I sleep at night.
-Reasons. Even though I believe is it completely and utterly pointless.
About me.
-I do stuff based on my moods,not because I can't.
-I get annoyed very easily so watch out.
-I can be super gullible at times.
-I will do anything if you make me feel guilty.
-I'm nice to you if you're nice to me.
-I can lack common sense at times.
-I am quiet, well-mannered, well-behaved, and very, very, violent.
-Note that I'm not insensitive. I just don't CARE.
-I feel that simplicity is always the best.
-When I'm in a good mood,take advantage of me.
-WARNING! If I'm NOT in a good mood,don't try to annoy me,watch out and steer clear.
Pointless Desires.
-An Audi. Always loved them.
-An iPhone.
-A laptop.Not the best...but its a laptop all the same.
-A Sony Ericson Walkman.YAYY!!
-New DS.
-An Aston Martin. THEY ARE SO COOL!
-The whole collection of BTVS cd's.
-All of Hillsong's albums.
God, am I shallow or what?!
Desires.
-To have someone whom I can fully trust Um. Sort of..
-To get at least all B's for PSLE. CHECK.
-Get into Fairfield Methodist. UNSUCCESSFUL.
-Get express for PSLE!! CHECK.
-To strive for the best for everything.
-To have the perseverance to stay awake in boring subjects.
-To be more self-disciplined.
-To be less untidy.
-To be more conscientious and hardworking.
-To learn to play the piano.
-To learn to play the guitar.
-To learn to play the drums.
Adores.
-Music.10% of my life.
-Reading.10% of my life.
-Computer.15% of my life.
-Cars.5% of my life.
-Chocolate.15% of my life.
-Popularity.5% of my life.
-Entertainment.20% of my life.
-Education.20% of my life.
-Friends&Family.100% of my life.
