You're worth so much
It'll never be enough
To see what you have to give
How beautiful you are

Yet seem so far from everything
You're wanting to be
You're wanting to be

Tears falling down again
Tears falling down

You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
Can I be somebody else
For all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart
In every hour, you're drowning
In your imperfection

You mean so much
That heaven would touch
The face of humankind for you
How special you are
Revel in your day
You're fearfully and wonderfully made
You're wonderfully made

Tears falling down again
Come let the healing begin

You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
Can I be somebody else
For all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart
In every hour, you're drowning
In your imperfection

You're worth so much
So easily crushed
Wanna be like everyone else
No one escapes
Every breath we take
Dealing with our own skeletons, skeletons

You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
Can I be somebody else
For all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart
In every hour, you're drowning
In your imperfection

Won't you believe, yeah
Won't you believe, yeah
All the things I see in you

You're not the only one
You're not the only one
Drowning in imperfection

OMG! OMG! OMG!!
THING HAS DECIDED TO GRACE US WITH HER PRESENCE!!!
I was getting tired dealing with idiots like ~TROLL~ "F.uck off.Your a bitch. I'm fixing my stories. Give me time. Just go kill yourself because I'm not taking it anymore." and

~Stuart~ "well done you just bad as duo is and how gives you the fucking writ to put my stroiie ie i chaapter which i know need chaging dickhead
im dyspiriax look it up
and you keep doing this i gona to make sure your baned"

Your turn! Now, what was it again?
Oh, yeah! "THING:D: i meant skin as in blog skin la dumb! cant be bothered to chat with you anymore. you're the lamest person ever dang! oh and your quotes are lame like you too. nice try, but it's not gonna work on me. so forget it yeah."

i meant skin as in blog skin la dumb! cant be bothered to chat with you anymore.
I like my blogskin. You're jealous, aren't you? Well, the person who made my blogskin is...-scribbles down number- There. Call her. I'm sure she'd be delighted to make a custom blogskin for you:) And you're not gonna chat with me anymore? SERIOUSLY??

you're the lamest person ever dang!
I'm aware of that. And I thought u said u weren't gonna chat with me anymore!!

oh and your quotes are lame like you too. nice try, but it's not gonna work on me. so forget it yeah.

Oooh, I'm hurt. I think my quotes are pretty cool. I'm sorry you don't like them. And you already said I was lame. But really, I don't think my legs are really seriously injured. And no way, I ain't gonna forget it. I want a decent argument, and YOU, my dear friend, is going to provide that amusement for me. I DON'T CARE.

_

End of bickering. TOMORROW'S SCHOOL REOPENING!!!!
OMGOMGOMGOMG!!
Excited&&annoyed at the god.damned MOE. I mean, we may be young but we are HUMANS. We have just as much chance of contracting H1N1 as the adults. Actually, a higher risk.

SO YEAH. F.UCK U MOE!!!

I was bored. Not that inaccurate, quite good. Beside, I like Mew.

DEDICATED TO THING AND THE OTHER PEOPLE WHO HATE ME:

ROSES ARE RED
ASHES ARE BLACK
JUST GO TO HELL
AND NEVER COME BACK

Was that okay? Next!

ROSES ARE RED
VIOLETS ARE BLUE
SUGAR IS SWEET
AND SO ARE YOU
BUT THE ROSES ARE WITHERED
THE VIOLETS ARE DEAD
THE SUGAR BOWL'S EMPTY
AND SO IS YOUR HEAD

Now, for the quotes!

I'd like to help you out. Which way did you come in?

I'm trying to imagine you with a personality. Oops, I can't.

Whatever kind of look you were going for, you missed.

You're a couple of fries short of a happy meal, huh?

You go, girl! Oh yeah, and don't come back either!

Don't judge what your small brain cannot comprehend.


YAYNESS:) THANK YOU FANFICTION XDD

For people who want to see a few f.ucked up fanfictions, go to:

rhinestone-diary.blogspot.com.

I haven't done any Chinese hw yet. I keep procrastinating. AND I'M SO G.ODAMNED BORED, I even go to y3/8.com. Facebook. Fanfiction. Quizilla. EVEN RUNESCAPE!!

See how desperate I am? Yes. I am desperate.

I have been flaming more people, JUST TO GET A RESPONSE FROM THEM. Yes, insulting people's pitiful writing so I can un-bore myself for five minutes.

Welcome to my life.

THING:), my only successful un-boredomizer, doesn't want to come back.
YOU'D BETTER COME BACK OR I'LL HUNT YOU DOWN AND KICK YOUR ASS, THING.

Okay. I've got to relax. Maybe someone emailed me something on the forums. -goes to check email. ALL six accounts.-

NONE. AT ALL. THIS BL.OODY WORLD SUCKXXX :/

Okay, I'm taking out my bored-ness on that nice TV. Breathe in, breathe out...

OW! STUPID ** *** ****e** d*** *** TV GAVE ME AN ELECTRIC SHOCK!!!

DAMN IT. DAMN IT ALL.

Yes. I know I've already replied to u, Thing. But because of my boredness, I will reply to your tag again! Don't you feel honored?? Thing is in BOLD, I'm in italics.

well, i'm not your dog
No, you're not a dog. You're a bitch. You know, a female dog??

so why shoul i do what you told me too huh??
We-ell, I've never heard of the word 'shoul' before, and I believe the correct word is 'should'. And why should you listen to me? Cos I said so, that's why.It's common courtesy.

ass hole
Oh dear. Don't you have one? Oh yeah. You're a mutant test tube experiment gone wrong. I forgot.

** should and for your infomation,
Well, I have never heard of the word 'infomation' before, so I'm just going to skip that and carry on.

you've the ugliest skin i've ever seen in my life
Wow, thank you! Ive made a mark in history for having the ugliest skin ever. You? You're just another person that will not be missed if I hold a knife to your throat. Saddening, really.

so great job dog!
One, thank you for telling my great job. You may have meant it as a way to annoy me, but it kind of failed. Secondly, I'm not a dog. Dogs don't have skin, do they? Oh dear, it seems that you're contradicting yourself. Do make up your mind, as split personalities are not well accepted into the society.
LOLZ. The test was rly easy, too. NICE DAY TODAY:)

Tag replies:
THING: Hey there. The dog thing...well. I never called you a dog. But you've acknowledged that you're a bitch, so yeah. And if u don't want to read it, I'll translate it in kindergarten language like the kid u are: No. Person. Can. Make. Me. Feel. Like. I'm. Not. Good. Enough. Without. Me. Allowing. It. Understand? Basically it means, "I'M BETTER THEN YOU. DEAL WITH IT."

Secondly, you don't have an asshole? Figures. You must have been a test tube experiment gone wrong. Oh well. Pitiful, pitiful little thing. Does the little baby want her mummy?

Also, I'm betting ten to one you have a severe case of acne. I may not have the best skin ever, but at least I don't have any pimples, OILY-FACE.

Lastly, give it up, girlie. I'm not backing down, and YOU can continue insulting me with your first-grade sentences you call insults. So back off, mother fucke.r.

OKAY. Tag replies over.

I'm happy. I'm gonna get a free McDonald's meal next week. Yes, I'm such a GLUTTON. Hey, Thing! Another thing to insult me about! Wanna give it a go?

75th post!!!
Xinyi: I scold her everyday. N ty 4 th tagg.
Thing: Sheesh. Can't u improve ur vocabulary? It's either BITCH, FCUKING, DUMB or some other lame word. I've endured many idiots calling me these names, n u'd better try harder if u want my attention. N yeah, u're acting lyk a girl-petty, whiny, clingy...
Charmaine: Hey! Ty 4 th tagg:)

So newayz, I'm at my cousin XINYI'S house now! YAYNESS:)
Slept over, n im gonna sleep here till Sat, then we'll go to WILD WILD WET!!
YAYY!!!

Took this frm XuanQi's blog. U dont mind, rite?

1)If you could change your name, wad would it be? Ellen/Avril.

2)Do you think you are good looking? Nahh.

3)Are you single or taken? SUPERSINGLE.

4)Are you happily single or taken? HAPPY!

5)What's your favourite colour? BLUEE:)

6)Do you think the world is round or flat? I think the scientists are wrong. The world is flat, with curved edges! That's my theory anyway...

7)Spongebob or Patrick? SPONGEBOB RAWKS:)

8)Chuckie or Tommy? Chuckie

9)Pooh or Eeyore? Or baby pooh? BABY POOH!!

10)Black or white? WHITE:) But black in clothes.

11)Who are your best friends? Well...I more lyk hav a few gd frens. OKAY! I'M ALLERGIC TO COMMITMENT! HAPPY??

12)Who is your enemy? My brother.

13)Who is your hero? Eliza Dushku, Mandy Moore

14)Who was the last person you saw? Siblings.

15)Who was the last person you hugged? I dont hug.

16)Who was the last person I told I love them? Sister...was singing along with Barney?

17)Who is the person you miss most? What makes u think I'll tell?

18)What is one thing that brightens your day? Hanging out with BFFz.

19)When was the last time you went on vacation? I cant even rmb.

20)Who was the last person to annoy you? Grandmother.

21)Against or for gay marriage? Uhh. Yes. I'm against everything gay. (SHALLOW MUCH??)
22)Bush or Kerry? Kerry.

23)Against or for abortion? Killing is bad, so against.

24)When was the last tym you cried. Uhh...Miss Diana died?

25)When was the last time you were absolutely happy? Ystrday when I got my SONY ERICSSON!!

26)Who was the last person you yelled at? Sister, to shut up.O:

27)Do you think you are well liked? ...Ask around.

28)Do you go to Talawanda? Huh?

TAG 7 FRIENDS TO DO THIS QUIZ!

Whoever wants to do it, do it,

My life doesn't suck anymore! -cheers-

I'm going to Wild Wild Wet!
I got a NEW SONY ERICSSON!!
I MAY be getting a new notebook.
I ate BEN & JERRY'S!!
IT'S HOLIDAYTIME!
I've no holiday tution!
I ate caramel ice cream!
I got my NPCC uniform!
I have Kelly Clarkson on my hp!
I got my ipod back!

YAYNESS:)

My life sucks.

Thing, i dont have time for u.
Homework, I don't have time 4 u either.

NO I AM NOT SUICIDAL.
Just really, really upset.

God must hate me.
So yeah, I am throwing my (expensive) bible in the fire. If he kills me as well.

Really, I may not like my life, but I like LIVING. I dont rly want to die at 12. At least 16?

So, who cares? I live, neutral. I die, I'm having my bible set on fire. THE END, OKAY??

Me, Myself and I.

i'm an angel i'm a devil sometimes i'm in between;
My name is Ilyda. You may NOT call me any other name except for that.

Best friends forever; that's what we used to say.
I'm 12 going on 13, and in New Town Secondary School. I luv my gfs and bfflz.

it's where she lies; broken inside.
I live in S'pore, duh, and is always by the computer. ALWAYS.

looks don't matter, but yeah, anyway;
I have the typical dark hair, dark eyes, insanely-overdone tan due to the neverending heat...

don't give up, it's not too late; we're really just messing with fate.
I LOVE Shopaholic, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, The Mediator, Harry Potter and Maximum Ride.

And you've got your share of secrets; and I'm tired of being last to know.
I like writing fanfiction, reading, listening to music, playing basketball, swimming and daydreaming.

it's my life; it now or never.
I'm a 'social butterfly/outcast'. Really depends. I am imperfect, just like everyone else:)

So, what's my life like?

-School. comes with homework. = takes up most of my time.
-Time. I barely have time to do anything during school days. Except listening to music, courtesy of my Ipod.
-Breaks. That's why I enjoy breaks. Weekends, June hols, December hols...
-Reading.I enjoy reading. I read all kinds of books, but always reread the Twilight Saga regularly :P
-Technology.I am in love with the computer.And my ipod. And the Tv. And...well, you get the picture.
-Entertainment. I'm using them all the time if I'm not at school, or doing homework.
-Stuff. I check my mail, read fanfiction, and write fanfiction regularly.
-Social Status. I love my friends & gfs. XD I don't have that many true frens, but for th few real fens I have, ily!!
-Rest. Yes, I sleep at night.
-Reasons. Even though I believe is it completely and utterly pointless.

About me.
-I do stuff based on my moods,not because I can't.
-I get annoyed very easily so watch out.
-I can be super gullible at times.
-I will do anything if you make me feel guilty.
-I'm nice to you if you're nice to me.
-I can lack common sense at times.
-I am quiet, well-mannered, well-behaved, and very, very, violent.
-Note that I'm not insensitive. I just don't CARE.
-I feel that simplicity is always the best.
-When I'm in a good mood,take advantage of me.

-WARNING! If I'm NOT in a good mood,don't try to annoy me,watch out and steer clear.

Pointless Desires.
-An Audi. Always loved them.
-An iPhone.
-A laptop.Not the best...but its a laptop all the same.
-A Sony Ericson Walkman.YAYY!!
-New DS.
-An Aston Martin. THEY ARE SO COOL!
-The whole collection of BTVS cd's.
-All of Hillsong's albums.

God, am I shallow or what?!

Desires.

-To have someone whom I can fully trust Um. Sort of..
-To get at least all B's for PSLE. CHECK.
-Get into Fairfield Methodist. UNSUCCESSFUL.
-Get express for PSLE!! CHECK.
-To strive for the best for everything.
-To have the perseverance to stay awake in boring subjects.
-To be more self-disciplined.
-To be less untidy.
-To be more conscientious and hardworking.
-To learn to play the piano.
-To learn to play the guitar.
-To learn to play the drums.

-Music.10% of my life.
-Reading.10% of my life.
-Computer.15% of my life.
-Cars.5% of my life.
-Chocolate.15% of my life.
-Popularity.5% of my life.
-Entertainment.20% of my life.
-Education.20% of my life.
-Friends&Family.100% of my life.

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