Tears falling down again
Tears falling down
You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
Can I be somebody else
For all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart
In every hour, you're drowning
In your imperfection
You mean so much
That heaven would touch
The face of humankind for you
How special you are
Revel in your day
You're fearfully and wonderfully made
You're wonderfully made
Tears falling down again
Come let the healing begin
You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
Can I be somebody else
For all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart
In every hour, you're drowning
In your imperfection
You're worth so much
So easily crushed
Wanna be like everyone else
No one escapes
Every breath we take
Dealing with our own skeletons, skeletons
You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
Can I be somebody else
For all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart
In every hour, you're drowning
In your imperfection
Won't you believe, yeah
Won't you believe, yeah
All the things I see in you
You're not the only one
You're not the only one
Drowning in imperfection
Hello there:)
Name: Ilyda
1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT? Uhh...knee. I forgot.
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM? Well....uh....paint?
3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP? IDK. Snore when I'm really tired, though:)
4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO? Pop, rock, Christian contemporary, Christian Rock, punk, country pop, ska, SOME classical.
5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN? Just after midnight:)
6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW? To fly...as usual...
7. WHAT DO YOU MISS? MISS DIANA...I blame you 关老师...
8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)? MY HANDPHONE!!
9. HOW TALL ARE YOU? 1.57m.
10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC? Nahh
11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK? Yeah...when I'm wearing PJ's.
12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY? Miss Diana die....
13. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK? Red bull/that school canteen coffee. I PICK THAT COFFEE, very sweet. TY XINYI 4 TELLING ME.
14. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE? Red Bull
15. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH? ?? No.
16. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY? My sister, Harry potter, Michelle Branch.
17. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED? Idk.
18. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND? Tommy Hilfiger, Abercrombie & Fitch, Hollister, OP, Giordano.
19. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW? A bird.
20. WHAT KIND IS IT/ARE THEY? Honestly, I don't know. But it's head feathers are colourful? And its head as well.
21: SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO ONE HUNDRED: 9.
22. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES? Brunettes
23. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL MOST OFTEN? Mother.
24. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST? My damn brother. Joshua.
25. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE UK? I've never been IN the UK LAWL.
26. YOUR WEAKNESSES? Puppies, crying.
27. MET ANYONE FAMOUS? That chinese actress who lives downstairs/upstairs...forgot her name.
28. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL? No...
29. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY? No.
30. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST? Well...IDK LEHH:/
31. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES? Not yet.
32. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY? A new laptop.
33. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE? (Strawberry/Blueberry) Loreal Kids. No, I'm not embarrassed.
34. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? No, it's almost unreadable.
35. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Popcorn Chicken:)
36. ANY BAD HABITS? Easily distracted, easily bored, hit things (Or people) when I get angry/annoyed...
37. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? I don't know.
38. DO LOOKS MATTER? Yeah.
39. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER? Hit things/people. Mostly the class boys. Shwan got the most:) (Etc: broom fight, NPCC fight, yesterday fight, future Monday fight)
40. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME? Lakepoint Condo. Still own it:)
41. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD? Soft toys, my old Apple PC:)
42. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE? Parents, brother, friends, ex-Rulangnites, Church ppl, tution frens, tution teacher(s) my number, home..
43.WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A KID? Duhh.
44. DO YOU USE SARCASM? NEVER. (Note heavy sarcasm).
45. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE? Mashed potatoes.
46. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? Angel, A.J, Celeste and EmoGirl. And Eunice uses Ily sometimes...(DON'T FREAKING CALL ME THAT!!)
47. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE BANDS? Paramore, A Fine Frenzy, Skillet
48. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW? Bufy The Vampire Slayer, The Suite Life of Zack and Cody, The Suite Life on Deck, Hannah Montana, 10 things I hate about you.
49. WHAT WAS YOUR SATs SCORE? I don't know what's a 'SAT'.
50. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR? Cookies and Cream, Chocolate, Belgian Chocolate, Mint Chocolate, Chocolate Chips, Chocolate Fudge, Chocolatey Chocolate, Chewy Sticky Chocolate, Bana Chocolate, Vanilla Chocolate, Strawberry Chocolate, Chocolate fONDUE, CHOCOLATE Chocolate...
51. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES? DUHH.
52. WHATS THE FASTEST YOU HAVE GONE IN A CAR? Never drove one, but I believe it was 110km/h.
53. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS? Whatever.
54. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO? The TV.
55. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? MUMMY!!
56. FAVORITE THING TO HATE? Insects, my brother
57. FAVORITE MONTH OF THE YEAR? DECEMBER!! DECK THE HALLS...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! SCHOOL HOLIDAYS!
58. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN? Capricorn
59. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? Dark brown
60. EYE COLOR? Dark brown
61. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTURANT? McDonald's
62. YOU LIKE SUSHI? DUHH
63. LAST THING YOU WATCHED? That Youth day video.
64. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? 25/12.
65. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS? Piano (a little) Recorder (3 notes), Ocarina (With the music sheets) Learning guitar and drums soon:)
66. KISSES OR HUGS? Hugs.
67. WHAT KIND OF CAR DO YOU HAVE? I want an Audi, but I'm underage:(
68. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING? I want to read Shopaholic, Six Things, and Vampire Academy but I'm simply re-reading Harry Potter And the Deathly Hallows for the 27th time.
Me, Myself and I.
i'm an angel i'm a devil sometimes i'm in between;
My name is Ilyda. You may NOT call me any other name except for that.
Best friends forever; that's what we used to say.
I'm 12 going on 13, and in New Town Secondary School. I luv my gfs and bfflz.
it's where she lies; broken inside.
I live in S'pore, duh, and is always by the computer. ALWAYS.
looks don't matter, but yeah, anyway;
I have the typical dark hair, dark eyes, insanely-overdone tan due to the neverending heat...
don't give up, it's not too late; we're really just messing with fate.
I LOVE Shopaholic, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, The Mediator, Harry Potter and Maximum Ride.
And you've got your share of secrets; and I'm tired of being last to know.
I like writing fanfiction, reading, listening to music, playing basketball, swimming and daydreaming.
it's my life; it now or never.
I'm a 'social butterfly/outcast'. Really depends. I am imperfect, just like everyone else:)
So, what's my life like?
-School. comes with homework. = takes up most of my time.
-Time. I barely have time to do anything during school days. Except listening to music, courtesy of my Ipod.
-Breaks. That's why I enjoy breaks. Weekends, June hols, December hols...
-Reading.I enjoy reading. I read all kinds of books, but always reread the Twilight Saga regularly :P
-Technology.I am in love with the computer.And my ipod. And the Tv. And...well, you get the picture.
-Entertainment. I'm using them all the time if I'm not at school, or doing homework.
-Stuff. I check my mail, read fanfiction, and write fanfiction regularly.
-Social Status. I love my friends & gfs. XD I don't have that many true frens, but for th few real fens I have, ily!!
-Rest. Yes, I sleep at night.
-Reasons. Even though I believe is it completely and utterly pointless.
About me.
-I do stuff based on my moods,not because I can't.
-I get annoyed very easily so watch out.
-I can be super gullible at times.
-I will do anything if you make me feel guilty.
-I'm nice to you if you're nice to me.
-I can lack common sense at times.
-I am quiet, well-mannered, well-behaved, and very, very, violent.
-Note that I'm not insensitive. I just don't CARE.
-I feel that simplicity is always the best.
-When I'm in a good mood,take advantage of me.
-WARNING! If I'm NOT in a good mood,don't try to annoy me,watch out and steer clear.
Pointless Desires.
-An Audi. Always loved them.
-An iPhone.
-A laptop.Not the best...but its a laptop all the same.
-A Sony Ericson Walkman.YAYY!!
-New DS.
-An Aston Martin. THEY ARE SO COOL!
-The whole collection of BTVS cd's.
-All of Hillsong's albums.
God, am I shallow or what?!
Desires.
-To have someone whom I can fully trust Um. Sort of..
-To get at least all B's for PSLE. CHECK.
-Get into Fairfield Methodist. UNSUCCESSFUL.
-Get express for PSLE!! CHECK.
-To strive for the best for everything.
-To have the perseverance to stay awake in boring subjects.
-To be more self-disciplined.
-To be less untidy.
-To be more conscientious and hardworking.
-To learn to play the piano.
-To learn to play the guitar.
-To learn to play the drums.
-Music.10% of my life.
-Reading.10% of my life.
-Computer.15% of my life.
-Cars.5% of my life.
-Chocolate.15% of my life.
-Popularity.5% of my life.
-Entertainment.20% of my life.
-Education.20% of my life.
-Friends&Family.100% of my life.
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